The day has been Long, Tuesday, 10/21/08

Oh it has been such a long day...I am again waiting on my son to get through his class time at our local community college. I am not complaining, but it can sometimes make for a long day. With all my illnesses, it somedays tires me to know end. But I will do all that I can for my child. Anything to make him feel accomplished and complete. To have feeling of no self worth is the worse feeling in the world.

During my sons last doctor appt. He wanted to speak with the doc alone. I said, "Sure!" And departed on my way out the door. It so happens that he want s to continue seeing a psychologist, but did not want to directly tell me because he thought I would over react, worry, or think he was having some suicidal thoughts. I admit I do tend to over react at times, but is that not a mothers job? So it will be that he will go and meet w/ a psychologist on10/30. I hope it helps him to release whatever it is he cannot express with me or his father. I pray for my son alot. I pray the Lord will light in his heart and remain w/ him threw out his life. The devil cannot work in our lives no more. I have sworn him to leave us. We have had enough this year. My son needs to flourish and become the man God intended for him to be. I know he has plans for my son, I know because he spared his life this past September 13, 2008.

So, the day has been long. I was up and down half the night with my husband who was suffering from a migraine I suppose. He was throwing up and moaning, until I just could not take it no more. I had to get up and see about him. Thankfully I had some medicine to help his stomach and he got some rest. His headache was gone when he got up this morning. I tried to lay back down, but the people above us are having some remodel work done and the banging began at 9 am sharp. I tossed and turned until a little after 10am, and finally I said, "Forget It!" It was not meant for me to lay in that bed. But to be up and making use of the day that the Lord has given me. And so it has went from there. We had dental cleanings at 3 pm. Then school at 6pm. We will arrive home a little after 9 pm an I will have to get us a bit of dinner. Always late I'm afraid. Then soon my day will be done.
Praise the Lord.

Until a new Day!